So I weighed myself today, and the scale said I was at 132 lbs. It’s possible that might be a bit higher than my actual weight since I weighed in right after eating a big brunch and having quite a bit to drink. But it doesn’t really matter, because this weight is coming off no matter what! Today was good, my second day without binging, and following my new “diet plan” so to speak. I know it’s gonna be hard but I’m so determined to push myself and see some real changes in my body. I would love nothing more than to be snacking on brownies and cookies right now, but I want a thin and healthy body more than I want sweets. I have to keep pushing myself, and I will get there.
So it’s Saturday night, and I’m debating whether or not to go out drinking… not sure if I should or not. But if I do, I will make sure that whatever happens, I don’t end up eating anything! Because often when I’m drunk I get hungry and then binge, and end up regretting it so badly the next morning. So regardless of whether or not I drink, my main goal is to overcome the urge to do that. No matter what I will wake up tomorrow feeling proud of myself :)
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